I Am an Introvert

    I wish I was an extrovert. I really do, and this summer I'll be working on that.
One thing I have a problem with is having my own opinions. I wait for others to state theirs, and then base my vehemence of opposition or agreement on the way they say their opinion. Why do I care what they think? I don't know.
    I also hate showing emotions, but last Friday I was in a Choreography Performance for a workshop that I did with my dance studio, and I got so nervous that I started crying ten or twenty minutes before it started. For goodness' sake, I only had to be onstage for 3 minutes! Thanks to my teacher's pep talk, I got it over with, and I will be doing it next time, but I can't get over the fact that I cried in front of twenty-some people. I HATE crying in front of people.
    *sigh*
     It was definitely a learning experience in a couple different ways. I certainly got a lot of hugs, and another reason I want to become an extrovert this summer is so I can show all those people who I know love me how much I love them back. I'm so thankful for all the support I got from all the other dancers, and some of their parents.
     Furthermore, I know that God will never leave me nor forsake me, even if tears are pouring down my face, and whether my face is red or not, whether I'm an introvert or extrovert.